Running Thoughts

These days I seem to have been stuck in a situation where I was stuck in secondary school days. After that incident in secondary school, I have always tried to keep a low profile and keep out of social politics. However, it seems like no matter how hard I tried, I never manage to get into a position or an image portrayed to others as one who is low profiled. Thus I am always involved in social politics concerning me or not concerning me, regardless of my liking.

Social politics exist around people. A friend of mine says that Sporeans love to engage in politics. I agree partially as Sporeans are a bunch of people who love to bitch about every single thing in life and that includes me. However, being in Compec and hanging around with other nationalities, there have been conflicts too. They though engage in that to a smaller extent than what I see happening among the Sporeans.

Social politics is one thing that I must learn to adapt and played to. Regardless how much I dislike playing that game, these days I strongly realise the need to do it. I used to be able to played it really well though as I am someone who can portray different sides to different people. A friend asked me if I ever want to be a social worker as she is always amazed at how well I am able to interpret others' actions and characters. This is true and I do used to play that as a strength to get what I want from people. I dislike that but it just comes naturally at times. However, after being in Sydney and lesser interactions with Sporeans, I come to realise that my skills in playing the social politics games deteriorate. The frequent hanging out with Sporeans send out an emergency to me to get into gear in preparation for that game. Guess more is to come with the involvement in SSA and if I get the VP position of Compec. Lets all wait and see whats coming then. - that's Reality.